
Age: 19 Gender: Male Location: Hawaii
I started using Meth because I thought it would be a good way to lose weight and get skinny. And I did! Now that I have quit I gained all that weight back. I gained something else as well; I learned from that whole experience of partying for weeks at a time, barely eating and doing crazy (stuff) every day. It's fun! Straight up! Hanging out with different kinds of people all the time and having energy to do everything feels awesome but in the end you will crash because what goes up must come down.
With the good comes the bad and without pain there couldn't be pleasure. I think I personally learned a lot. Especially about mixing different drugs - it changes you in ways you couldn't imagine. Eventually you end up so far gone. I looked in the mirror every time I finished smoking a bowl. My pupils were huge and I felt great but coming down is the worst part. All you want to do is get higher, but I couldn't. It was harsh and I kept going back for more. I've changed so much since I got out of "the pit". Now I am living life to the fullest and getting by one day at a time.